Lately, it seems that my mind is in turmoil sometimes.
I am a little eager to fall in love with somebody.
I hope that my Mr. Right will appear soon.
Why such a crazy thought came up to me?
Perhaps, many friends and classmates around me are seeing with others now.
Then, I will spend more time staying alone.
If I do not have to practice volley ball or singing (chorus), I will feel anxious, bored, and even lonely.
In other words, I hope that somebody keeps me company all the time so that I hope I have a boyfriend who can always accompany me.
Maybe, I am gradually becoming more and more reliable on others.
As a result, I can hardly be concentrated on doing my own business occasionally when I am alone because I might be lost in abstraction and just begin to have a bee in my bonnet.
By the way, strangely, while I am desirable for a beautiful love, I am also afraid that I will get hurt from the love and lose myself at the same time.
Therefore, I have repressed my emotions for a long time.
Although I have a crush on someone, I just do not have courage to express my feelings. (Maybe, he has the same feelings. But, I am not sure because his attitude is uncertain. I really do not know what to do exactly.)
In addition, I am afraid that the guy will be frightened if I am on the initiative.
That might because I think that I am not good enough to be loved by someone, and also it seems not a proper time for me, a person who have to focus on study, to fall in love with someone.
It is really such an incompatible, complex state of mind, and I think it is not a good condition for me!
So, I wish I can get rid of this complicated mentality, no longer be bothered by those troublesome conditions, and go back to a simple world again!
A cool MV from Korea
I think it shows that females are sexy and also powerful! I like it!
It is also a cool, creative MV from a Korean singer, G-dragon.
2010年3月21日 星期日
Gossip Time - Having dinner with my seniors
It was the reunion that I had expected for a long time. It was so happy for me to have a meal with my seniors and talk about our daily lives, future plans, and something interesting with one another.
This time, we went a nice restaurant call “ Bloody Sonsy Moss”, which ambience was comfortable and foods are not bad. But, we waited for our servings over one hour so that we were almost starving to death, lose our patience, and also absolutely felt a little unhappy, disappointed to the waiters.
During the happy time, I did not know how I dare to ask my seniors something a little private, such as love. Maybe, that’s because alcohol made feel excited. Or, it’s just because I felt much closer with one another and we understood one another much more. Beside, all of us shared lots of secrets about ourselves and others. And we had to keep promises not to leak out anything.XD
Three of my family members have plans:
Louise, who is a senior, wants to be a junior high school English teacher after graduation. So, she has been preparing for lots of exams lately.
Peter, who is a junior, plans to go abroad to America during this summer vacation. He hopes to broaden his vision, experience different culture, and use English practically.
Eiger, who is a sophomore, has a very cool plan that is he wants to ride his motorcycle back to Kaohsiung alone. And along the way, he will take many photos of beautiful scenery. One day, I hope that I can do such a cool thing when I am still young!
I think that my seniors are nice, outstanding and always guide me, make a good example for me; most important of all, they made me feel warm and be loved.
I really like each of them, my family members in the school, very much!
And the love for them will be everlasting.
Peter, I, Winnie, and Louise
Joyce, Howard, and Eiger
Dear all :)
It is a good photo. I love it!
This time, we went a nice restaurant call “ Bloody Sonsy Moss”, which ambience was comfortable and foods are not bad. But, we waited for our servings over one hour so that we were almost starving to death, lose our patience, and also absolutely felt a little unhappy, disappointed to the waiters.
During the happy time, I did not know how I dare to ask my seniors something a little private, such as love. Maybe, that’s because alcohol made feel excited. Or, it’s just because I felt much closer with one another and we understood one another much more. Beside, all of us shared lots of secrets about ourselves and others. And we had to keep promises not to leak out anything.XD
Three of my family members have plans:
Louise, who is a senior, wants to be a junior high school English teacher after graduation. So, she has been preparing for lots of exams lately.
Peter, who is a junior, plans to go abroad to America during this summer vacation. He hopes to broaden his vision, experience different culture, and use English practically.
Eiger, who is a sophomore, has a very cool plan that is he wants to ride his motorcycle back to Kaohsiung alone. And along the way, he will take many photos of beautiful scenery. One day, I hope that I can do such a cool thing when I am still young!
I think that my seniors are nice, outstanding and always guide me, make a good example for me; most important of all, they made me feel warm and be loved.
I really like each of them, my family members in the school, very much!
And the love for them will be everlasting.
Peter, I, Winnie, and Louise
Joyce, Howard, and Eiger
Dear all :)
It is a good photo. I love it!
2010年3月15日 星期一
Happiness
March, 11, 2010
It was the day that the national chorus contest of central region was held. We had prepared hard for this day that we fought for glory since last semester. All of our members got out of bed early in the cold morning to make up and dress up.
After getting on the bus, we were asked to talk with one another at lowest voice all the way to the destination. The conductor hoped that we could keep awake and make our throats warm up at the same time.
Before performing on the stage, we practiced for a while and the conductor reminded us some details that we should notice. When we were waiting for walking onto the stage, I felt a little bit nervous so I made deep breath constantly.
On the stage, I totally paid attention to the feeling that the songs want to express and enjoyed the happiness of singing.
-----Perfect Performance! Excellent! ^^-----
I love my perfroming siut, a elegant,black dress.
“Yes, we are free!” I thought. We felt very happy relieved from the pressure.
We took many pictures to make a beautiful, precious memory for ourselves.
At last, we got great grades, a high-class triumph!
Just in the evening, we went to eat self-service hot pot for celebrating our success.
It was the day that the national chorus contest of central region was held. We had prepared hard for this day that we fought for glory since last semester. All of our members got out of bed early in the cold morning to make up and dress up.
After getting on the bus, we were asked to talk with one another at lowest voice all the way to the destination. The conductor hoped that we could keep awake and make our throats warm up at the same time.
Before performing on the stage, we practiced for a while and the conductor reminded us some details that we should notice. When we were waiting for walking onto the stage, I felt a little bit nervous so I made deep breath constantly.
On the stage, I totally paid attention to the feeling that the songs want to express and enjoyed the happiness of singing.
-----Perfect Performance! Excellent! ^^-----
I love my perfroming siut, a elegant,black dress.
“Yes, we are free!” I thought. We felt very happy relieved from the pressure.
We took many pictures to make a beautiful, precious memory for ourselves.
At last, we got great grades, a high-class triumph!
Just in the evening, we went to eat self-service hot pot for celebrating our success.
2010年3月8日 星期一
Sweet Fruit---we got the fourth prize in the volley ball game
March, 6, 2010
It was such a burning hot day. The temperature was really high and the sun was blazing hot! Our skin seemed to be hurt and tanned, and we could not stop sweating after basking in the sun almost the whole day.
We beat three other teams in a row on the first day. Although we were defeated by NTU at last, we had tried our best and the odds were not too bad at least. I thought that the players and the audience were satisfied with the performance and outcome, and enjoyed the games indeed. At the end, all of us felt very tired physically after the games, but our hearts were very excited about the next day’s games.
It was the last weekend that we went to Taipei to fight for glory!
March, 7, 2010
However, it became really cold the next day. Some of us could not stand shivering because of the lack of warm clothes and chilly wind. We lost at the second game against NCKU and then we got the fourth place. On the second day, I was deeply impressed with some awesome games and learned some basic knowledge, strategy, precious experience of playing volley ball. Besides, I saw many outstanding players and their excellent performances provoked my desire to improve my skills of playing volley ball.
Practice and practice constantly! Go ahead!
As far as I was concerned, it was difficult to adapt to the changeable weather and overcome the strong stress on when facing the great rivals on the court. But, they made it! Deeply in my mind, I thought that our team performed very well and that I was really proud of them my teammates.
WE HAD A BEAUTIFUL AND UNFORGOTTABLE MEMORY!
It was such a burning hot day. The temperature was really high and the sun was blazing hot! Our skin seemed to be hurt and tanned, and we could not stop sweating after basking in the sun almost the whole day.
We beat three other teams in a row on the first day. Although we were defeated by NTU at last, we had tried our best and the odds were not too bad at least. I thought that the players and the audience were satisfied with the performance and outcome, and enjoyed the games indeed. At the end, all of us felt very tired physically after the games, but our hearts were very excited about the next day’s games.
It was the last weekend that we went to Taipei to fight for glory!
March, 7, 2010
However, it became really cold the next day. Some of us could not stand shivering because of the lack of warm clothes and chilly wind. We lost at the second game against NCKU and then we got the fourth place. On the second day, I was deeply impressed with some awesome games and learned some basic knowledge, strategy, precious experience of playing volley ball. Besides, I saw many outstanding players and their excellent performances provoked my desire to improve my skills of playing volley ball.
Practice and practice constantly! Go ahead!
As far as I was concerned, it was difficult to adapt to the changeable weather and overcome the strong stress on when facing the great rivals on the court. But, they made it! Deeply in my mind, I thought that our team performed very well and that I was really proud of them my teammates.
WE HAD A BEAUTIFUL AND UNFORGOTTABLE MEMORY!
2010年2月25日 星期四
It Is Not My Day
Many things happened to me this day. (I was not sure whether some of those things were lucky or unlucky to me.)
First, I went to school earlier than before, but the person who is in charge of opening the door did not come on time. So, I had to wait outside with other people I do not know. However, I think it is much better than being late. In addition, actually I set up a goal for myself：Get up early and go to school on time not in time! And I realized it. I think it was a good start!
Second, in the English Composition class, we had to cast lots for deciding which unit every group should make an oral presentation in this semester. My group members sent me as a representative of us to draw lots. Consequently, the outcome was that we have to make an oral presentation of Unit 1. (That means we will be the first group!) However, on the other side, we can finish this task much earlier than any other group.
Third, I took a course called Management, which is a professional course. At the first time in the class, the professor said that she wanted to pick up two students as her assistances, who must be a male and a female, freshmen, and also in charge of many things for this class. Then, she looked up the name list and LUCKILY I was selected! I think I will become much busier and this might possibly form a pressure this semester. But, that means it may make me pay more attention to this useful and helpful course.
Fourth, my thumb was scalded and got hurt when I tried to stick something with hot melt adhesive in the afternoon. That was really hurt!
And there were still something bad happened to me. But, I do not want to talk about it. Ha ha ha… FORGET ABOUT IT! JUST SMILE!
“Tomorrow must be a nice day!”
First, I went to school earlier than before, but the person who is in charge of opening the door did not come on time. So, I had to wait outside with other people I do not know. However, I think it is much better than being late. In addition, actually I set up a goal for myself：Get up early and go to school on time not in time! And I realized it. I think it was a good start!
Second, in the English Composition class, we had to cast lots for deciding which unit every group should make an oral presentation in this semester. My group members sent me as a representative of us to draw lots. Consequently, the outcome was that we have to make an oral presentation of Unit 1. (That means we will be the first group!) However, on the other side, we can finish this task much earlier than any other group.
Third, I took a course called Management, which is a professional course. At the first time in the class, the professor said that she wanted to pick up two students as her assistances, who must be a male and a female, freshmen, and also in charge of many things for this class. Then, she looked up the name list and LUCKILY I was selected! I think I will become much busier and this might possibly form a pressure this semester. But, that means it may make me pay more attention to this useful and helpful course.
Fourth, my thumb was scalded and got hurt when I tried to stick something with hot melt adhesive in the afternoon. That was really hurt!
And there were still something bad happened to me. But, I do not want to talk about it. Ha ha ha… FORGET ABOUT IT! JUST SMILE!
“Tomorrow must be a nice day!”
2010年1月7日 星期四
December, 31, 2009
It was the last day of 2009. I did not arrange any activities for the special day. There was no interesting plan that was attractive to me and all my friends went home or had an appointment with others. Besides, it was so cold and chilly outside so I decided to go back to sweet home and keep my family company.
But, what special I did was have dinner with a senior who is the leader of the chorus that I had mentioned before. We had the meal and talked with each other happily. Then, we took a walk to the room for chorus club and practiced a love song that we have to perform together during the winter training till seven o’clock. (Ha ha ha ~ Do not misunderstand and make a wild guess! We are just good friends so far.)
After that, we as GAKIs (chorus members) had to practice on the last day of the year. There were only a few people in each department (Soprano, Alto, Tenor, and Bass). It was really just a tiny chorus. We sang every tune that we learned this year cheerfully. Although I did not know how to sing most of them, I just tried my best to keep up with them. Time went by quickly. We ended the practice one hour earlier than usual and then we took around the vendors on the campus to find something to eat in the New Year Party that was held by school.
What a pity it was! The happy time with GAKIs did not last too long. My dear mom came to take me home so I had to say “Good-bye” to them. I thought it was one of the most fortunate and the happiest things for me to get acquainted with them, those cute, friendly, and sweet guys!
By the way, because of some reasons, it was really lucky for me to see the beautiful New Year fireworks in Taichung by chance. For me, it might be a good start of this year 2010!
But, what special I did was have dinner with a senior who is the leader of the chorus that I had mentioned before. We had the meal and talked with each other happily. Then, we took a walk to the room for chorus club and practiced a love song that we have to perform together during the winter training till seven o’clock. (Ha ha ha ~ Do not misunderstand and make a wild guess! We are just good friends so far.)
After that, we as GAKIs (chorus members) had to practice on the last day of the year. There were only a few people in each department (Soprano, Alto, Tenor, and Bass). It was really just a tiny chorus. We sang every tune that we learned this year cheerfully. Although I did not know how to sing most of them, I just tried my best to keep up with them. Time went by quickly. We ended the practice one hour earlier than usual and then we took around the vendors on the campus to find something to eat in the New Year Party that was held by school.
What a pity it was! The happy time with GAKIs did not last too long. My dear mom came to take me home so I had to say “Good-bye” to them. I thought it was one of the most fortunate and the happiest things for me to get acquainted with them, those cute, friendly, and sweet guys!
By the way, because of some reasons, it was really lucky for me to see the beautiful New Year fireworks in Taichung by chance. For me, it might be a good start of this year 2010!
2009年12月25日 星期五
Happy Time ---Only Belongs to Room511 ＆ GAKIs
It was Christmas eve, a happy and romantic day. I had a date with my dear roommates so I sacrificed other activities to keep the appointment. (I did not go to the practice of volley ball and chorus club.) We had had the plan to have a meal together before the mid-term exam, but we postponed it till the day (24, December) when we think we should take a rest to do something just for fun. The reason why this appointment could not be carried out is because each of us, especially me, is always occupied and there were many things interrupting our plan.
We found a small restaurant where sells healthy hot pot. All the foods, most of them are vegetables, in pots are fresh, natural, and balanced so it seemed that we would not have burden on health. We were all satisfied with the delicious food. What’s more, we talked a lot with one another happily, shared plenty of things that we did not know before so that we understood one another much more and got closer. After we felt content and pleased, we walked back to the dormitory slowly, joyfully.
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After we went back to the dorm, we all had other dates with other people personally, individually. (But, in fact, our destination was the same place, Dong Hai.) I went there with other club members by motorcycle and it cost us almost an hour to get there. It was terribly crowded in the university and the campus is really very large and wide. What a coincidence that I met my senior in high school with her boyfriend. (I have not met each other for more than one year. It was nice to see each other again!) Then, chorus members (we called each other “GAKI” that means “one loves to eat” in Japanese) and I talked happily, waited for the hanging bell ringing and made wishes in such a holy night. After that, we went to McDonalds to have some night snack and still talked pleasantly till all of us felt tired and wanted to go home.
Although the holy night was very cold, windy and a little rainy, I deeply believed that all the hearts felt very warm, delighted and blessed!
the hanging bell in the dark
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